9Sunday, September 03, 2006

Hokage's Hope - Naruto

My life.
My almost screwed and f*cked up life.

My emotions.
My almost wrecked up and shattered emotions.

The purpose of our life is greater than our own personal fulfillment, our piece of mind, or even our happiness. The search of the purpose of life has puzzled people for eons. Thats because we typically begin at the wrong starting point ourselves. The purpose driven life.

Who am I? What am I? Why am I Here? Is there even a purpose in my life? If there is, then I have to sadly say that I am failing in realizing the true meaning of life. Countless attempts delivered, yet countless disappontments receieved.

Life is f*cking harsh. So many dreams to achieve and realize, yet so many dreams shattered. Reality has dawned upon me. No matter how hard you try to push, you succumb to gravity eventually. How I toiled effortlessly, to pursue a sense of purpose in life, yet, miserably rewarded.

Life is f*cking unfair. How is a person to a live a life that is predetermined for you. Unable to break away from the chains of this path. Destined or Cursed to walk this mortal route. I want to make my own decision. I want a say in my life.

Wounded, yet, I will still prevail. I'm still going to stand up again and face this world like a man. The fallen are those who give up. They will never succeed in life. Failure is not an option, neither is it in my dictionary.

I am going to stand up and fight on. I am going to proclaim victory over the vices of this world. I am going to win this war.

I will.
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