9Tuesday, September 05, 2006

Always Look On the Bright Side of Life - Monthy Python

I've never felt so low in my life, never experienced such a critical blow in my life, ever. The pain is excruciating; unimaginable agony. Its unfathomable, to think that the very words I preached to others endlessly; faith & hope, would come back and haunt me. The irony, the irony.

The pain that I had to dealt with, practically morose and despondent. If not for the guidance of a trusted few, I would have snapped. I know better than to weep, than to curse, than to take vengeance. It isn't a matter of moralities, its just because it isn't worth it. Not at all.

Thank You.

To the people who stood by me and supporting me in every possible manner, infinite gratitudes to all.

And to my bros, I'm glad that we are here for one another. Thank you for listening and guiding me on this precarious and insecure moment of life. I heart you all and each of you have a special place in my heart.

I know I can be an ass sometimes, but I just want you guys to know that my intentions are neither filled with malice or malevolance. To be loathed and abhorred by others, it isn't really a nice feeling. Some people just like to place their wrath on some poor soul and skewer him or her with "oh glorius rage".

I need to find the light, a hand to guide me to that light. I need to breathe. I feel trapped, ensnared in this bubble. Tell me what to do. Tell me. My life is hanging perilously over the edge of hell. Show me the light.

IL6 OUDJA SC8LAON HEINEKEN ... GTH ...

Tuesday.

iDARE preps in school today. My group, the Super Sandy Piratas (ilovethename) came down to churn out our IDs. We went to Art Friends earlier on yesterday to get our materials, so today, we were practically in output mode. Our black Ts from Giordano looked cool as we spray painted on to it and applied fabric paint. I love it so much. Our IDs were damn fun to make larh. It just felt like baoc all over again, deja vu. Cheryl was a really supportive SF btw and I'm proud to have her as my SF!

We ended just around evening and I went down to meet the gang. Jovan & Wei Hao got their heads shaved today. All botak. They're enlisting on thursday. I managed to rub Jovan's fuzzy head! Hiak hiak! Max no.2 =X

Arcaded for a bit at cine. Me and Nigel started playing the Spot the Difference game and fifteen minutes later, everyone was crowding around us playing too. We didn't get past level 9 larh >< Crap.

Took neoprints today. The first neoprint where the whole gang was present. A Family Potrait haha. Went to Food Republic for dinner and we were all just being damn lame and all. I managed to distribute the souveniers. Some handcrafted pens, keychains and loads of chewing gum. I forgot to bring the last item though. My family owns Starbucks in Indonesia and therefore I managed to get my grubby hands on a few exvlusive items like limited edition mugs and bottles. They are just way too cool and I couldn't resist grabbing a handful. Hahaha.

After dinner, a few of the guys left and there was Edison, Nigel, Jarett, Anavil and Shu Hui left with me. Went to Tangs for a while then headed to look for a nice movie to catch. We ended up walking back to Cine larh and watched Frostbite. Its a sucky movie! Not worth our seven dollars! It was damn funny though but the ending just sucked big time! The movie was just cut abruptly and it I made the assumption that the producers ran out of budget and ended the movie just like that ><

Had supper at the 24 hour hong kong cafe and just talked ourselves till we shitted out =X ... of course, we ate larh. Haha! We took some pics again then I went home.

It was really a wonderful day today. Thx for the company and listening to my sad stories =} Love.

No regrets


Prayers led by Max


Sae-Tan & Polar Breast =X


Vice-Versa


Me & Policeman


Anavil & Jarett
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