9Sunday, July 22, 2007

Everything - Michael Buble

It's just so hard you know?
Can I still rest my tired,
weary and weeping soul,
in your waiting arms?

No. That time is no more,
my chances are zilch.

It's a sunday. I spent the whole day at home. Exhausted from the hectic schedule of Saturday. It just feels so right to be at home. I missed the days when I could just hole up in my room with junk food, watch tv and best of all I had the latest installment of JK Rowling's Harry Potter & the Deathy Hallows. Thanks Dixon for helping me get the copy while I was at work.

Swimming's getting more horrid lately. Been pushing myself further ahead of the championships. I'm not confident enough though. I'm afraid. So many things on my mind. I'm being derailed. I'm losing focus? Where'd my confidence go? All that's left is my passion. I hope I can still achieve something. I want to win a medal.

Anyways, I want to dedicate a a chunk of today's entry to the unsung friends who have given me the warmth and comfort I needed whenever I was frostbitten. When you're so down and you really need someone, you finally see your friends really care for you. It doesn't matter if its just a pat on the back or even a H2H, it's just the thought that matters.

I think I'm contradicting myself from my last entry. Friends only give you advice, but I just realized that they also give you the comfort, trust and confidence to just journey on with your life, without, fear. That's why friendship does matter. I'm sorry if I've ever taken any of you guys for granted.

Cause i will really be here for you!
I feel nice being around you and having you this friend!
Mommy will always be there ok?
Just SMILE winston!
We're BFs forever ;)
You're my secret keeper, k?
BESTIE!!!
It's ok =] You've got me here. Right?
Guess what? i miss you...
etc.

Thank you.

To Mom and Dad. Thanks for being so understanding too and loving me.

Koon Han, we want you to know we love you very much and we will always be there for you... remember this, we are family and our love to you is unconditional.

To Grace, my very first someone , it's been a very long time since we really had a real conversation. I still remember the wonderful memories we had in the past but I'm so glad that we've become the bestest and most understanding of friends in recent times. Loves.

It's a new week tomorrow. OMG! I'll only be working two days next week and I'll be flying to Jakarta for my mom's fashion show next week with Serene & Levin. It's gonna be a grand affair. I really can't wait!

Oh, just a random thought. I'm going to really convince my mom to bring Krispy Kremes to Singapore. I've been bugging my mom to do so for so long but she just says that its not feasible enough. She claims that it'll only last as a fad and it would die, but after observing Donut Factory, I thought otherwise.

When my grand auntie brought Krispy Kremes to the region, it was all the rage and it still is now, naturally. It would seem stupid not to bring it into Singapore, but I never knew the reason why. One thought though, KK is rather unhealthy if you know what I mean and as more Singaporeans are being more health conscious, demand could be well limited. Donut Factory is much more healthier than KK.

And, I want to watch the SIMPSONS movie! No, not Jessica or Ashlee Simpson. But BART & MAGGIE Simpson! Haha. The trailer is bloody hilarious lar. You might as well get shot if you don't catch it. The King & I musical is also coming to town. I want to watch that too! Anyone interested to come along to watch with me? Haha.

Derek was just telling me that he was crazing for ham, and all of a sudden, I want ham too. I'm going to go down and get some ham and another mug of hot milo again! Haha.

Alright, everyone have a great week ahead then. I'm aiming to read at least half of Harry Potter before I sleep tonight! YAAAARGGHHHHH!!!

NIGHTS!!

You know, do you?
You were significant to me.
And you still are, today.
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