9Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Just Like A Pill - Pink

Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears

I'm just ranting, beat it if you have itchy fingers.

Just thrashing about! That's what my heart is doing. The sudden bursts of remorse and the hidden pain. My calls and pleas are left unanswered. The silence, just eats into my flesh. Perhaps, I've truly failed. I'm probably almost done trying. Everyone says, "just let go, its OVER."

Amidst the confusion, the struggle, I see a new light. It's been the only warmth I've been seeing these days. It's the only strength that I can draw upon, will it lift me out of the shadows? HOPE.

But, I'm still not sure. I can't lie. I just need a sign now. Show me the way, or has everyone decided to abandon me, THE ANTAGONIST.

Going out alone these few days have been such a pleasue. I feel a sense of inner-peace, be it wandering around malls, or simply just sipping a mug of milo with a book in tow. I feel ease and comfort. There's no one, nobody. Just me. But, how ironic, I feel so pitiful. My laughter's gone. I'm souless.

I learnt alot today. I had hoped my friends had the chance to have see it. It set me thinking, propelling me towards a more positive direction. No regrets.

Sigh, it's late now. I'm going to bed. My body needs rest, but before I go...

QUOTE, Serene:

I'm really missing those times with my honeybunch.
(:
be it;

island creamery the reverso, everyone's birthday cake,
crazy car rides that got us so freaking scared,
sinful food that made us all go on diet,
bumming in town that's all so attention seeking,
movies that were forever at cineleisure, not anywhere else,
e2max that got us screaming together while the ghost's only about to appear,
tennis that got us so excited about BALLS,
clubbing that there's always so much fun,
quarrels that we all don't know what to do next,
one-to-one talks that got us all even closer,
consoling sessions that made us all feel so much better and loved,
chalets that had ENDLESS fun,
ghost-stories telling that got us all scary cats under our blankets,
strumming the guitar & singing along that felt so warmly,
sleep-overs & wii that got us all so energetic,
wake-boarding that made us so much braver,
settlers' cafe that got us so cranky and dumb at the same time,
k-box that we sang out hearts out,
cheesecake cafe that's forever so comfortable.
crashing polytechnics that allowed us to pay little to eat more,
arab street that made us feel so close together on the cushions, sheesa-ing,
mahjong that made us all go "pong! pong! pong!",
swensens that the whole restaurant could hear us CLEARLY,
birthday celebrations that's all so memorable,
miss clarity's cafe that has GREAT and affordable food,
uniform outing that allows us to reminicse the ol' school days,
ben & jerry's and "subtle" that made us feel so proud,
band & dance concerts that got us so arty,
sentosa with the dogs that made us love julius even more,
night safari that we met the noctourals just like us all, and feast on the VERmonster,
pulau ubin toilet paper game that the three cancerians became mummies,
barbecues that made us even fatter,
playground at pasir ris park that made us feel young again,
cam-whoring sessions that captured every single moment down,
EVERYTHING.


it's been a really long journey,
we've come this far.
<3

She said it all. It's been a long journey and at the end of they day, its all worth it. It's only these people whom I can truly trust. They're such wonderful people you know. Even if we weren't close enough to certain people, no matter the disagreements, no matter the troubles, we still managed to stick together as a clique.

I swear, if anyone dares utter a word of rubbish with regards to my fellow honeybuns', I'll be so sorry for your pitiful souls. Don't when you don't and mistakes are made and we learn from them, give us the chance. Stop the incessant unecessaries and make the world a better place =)

To err is human,
to forgive divine.

All for one and one for all.
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